You'd be better off just talking into a mirror.

Well, I suppose a last ditch attempt, because I really need answers. Please call me. I'd really appreciate it. Final request.... as... I'm not okay and this is ridiculous that I have to go to this extent and no, I don't want to go to this extent, at all. If I'm completely worthless, then I guess you'll block me and never speak to me. If you care so much, then maybe you'll listen. I'm numb right now I only want answers I will likely never get. Again. That's all. Thanks. (and yeah don't worry cause I get anxiety even commenting so I won't be back here)